Friday, November 20, 2009

Six Months Without You


11.14.09

Janessa,

Six months. A half of a year. Spring, Summer and Fall…without you.

There are days where it is all so fresh and raw and it seems like a few days ago I had you in my arms just breathing you in.

Then there are days where it seems like that was someone else’s life.

I miss you Janessa.

I told a good friend the other day how I am not sure that most people understand that we love you just as much as we love your brother. You may not be here with us but we loved you from the moment we knew you were on the way. We had our new life planned out…your life planned out. You are part of me & daddy & you will forever be a part of our family. It is unfair we cannot share that life.

I have vowed to keep your memory alive. I will continue to do so. You have made an everlasting imprint on us & so many people in the world.

Continue to send me your love sweet angel. I can feel it so strongly some days. I hope you feel ours as well.

Love your Mommy
 
 
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14 comments:

Jessica said...

*huge hugs* I am thinking of you. Praying for peace for you during this time.

Jill said...

Thinking of you and sweet Janessa!

xx

AKD said...

I think it's absolutely good to have something to soften the feelings - thinking of you!

Anonymous said...

six months and a world away, but here you are...spreading love...inspiring others...reminding the world one soul at a time that there is more to life than the hustle and bustle...thank you malory...thank you jenessa for helping me see again...for helping me discover a part of myself that was dying...i'm forever greatful...jenessa is such a beautiful angel and you are blessed to have her watching over you.

Susan said...

Holding you close in my thoughts...

The Blue Sparrow said...

Praying for you and rembering sweet Janessa with you. *HUGS*

Franchesca Cox said...

I know, six months is way too long. I think it is coming in waves for me as it sinks in that half a year has gone by. I really can't wait for this year to be over with. My heart hurts with you today.

XOXO

Tina said...

It is a hard realization to know that we have lived half a year without our babies. I don't know how we do it, but we manage somehow. Thinking of you and your sweet girl. xx

Christy said...

Thinking of you....here to hold your hand.

Akul's mama said...

Thinking of both of you ..mama and angel baby.

Spoild615 said...

Thinking of you and your sweet Janessa each and every day. I'm here for you if you need me! xoxox

Once A Mother said...

Keeping you all in my prayers as you make your way through this tough milestone. Janessa is loved and remembered by so many...

Sending you prayers for peace in your hearts.
xx

Holly said...

Remembering your precious Janessa and sending you a ((hug)) as you pass 6 months without her here.

Leila's mommy said...

i was dumfounded when i hit the six month mark too, just two days after you. it seems unreal that we've lived that long without our daughters; that we'll live the rest of our lives without them. six months is too long, indeed, one day is too long...
xo

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