Six months. A half of a year. Spring, Summer and Fall…without you.
There are days where it is all so fresh and raw and it seems like a few days ago I had you in my arms just breathing you in.
Then there are days where it seems like that was someone else’s life.
I miss you Janessa.
I told a good friend the other day how I am not sure that most people understand that we love you just as much as we love your brother. You may not be here with us but we loved you from the moment we knew you were on the way. We had our new life planned out…your life planned out. You are part of me & daddy & you will forever be a part of our family. It is unfair we cannot share that life.
I have vowed to keep your memory alive. I will continue to do so. You have made an everlasting imprint on us & so many people in the world.
Continue to send me your love sweet angel. I can feel it so strongly some days. I hope you feel ours as well.
Love your Mommy